My Brain is Aching

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2020

My Brain is Aching ☀︎ 2020 ⏾

Filming in the same location at two different times of day, I perform two separate rituals. During the day, I shatter an old ceramic sculpture filled with paint onto a sheet of cotton fabric. At night, I set fire to ripped pages from old journals where I had written extensively about a previous emotionally abusive relationship.

The aftermath of the daytime ritual, stretched on a wooden frame.